I'm a blogger now...

start falling in love with blog, tot of writing in Chinese, but it's too hard to use the translator.... so changed to english better...:) i told my bibi i was writing my blog yesterday, he felt curious, and tot i was doing this to attract his attention.... but i denied...bcs i found out that only blog can express my feeling...:)

Continue to my blog yesterday....what's the thing to make me depressed...alot... my health, friendship, work... everyone actually would have this period, am i rite? maybe i'm getting older, i need to encounter all this kind of thing... however, friendship shouldn't be one of them... i'm so sick, what i want to have, is a friend, who is truly and can accompany when i need them. no need much, one or two will do... but i couldn't even find one in my life... sometime i really envy those people in facebook, they can have a group of sister to hang out, yumcha,travel... is my problem? when i was in school period, i don't have any best friend also... got one, but she was the one who backstabbed me also... evryone told me why i so silly still be friend with her... what to do? i'm so kind hearted....haha... so, i told myself that, if i insist to find a best and truly friend, i'll be alone and till die also cannot get one, why need to be so degil? just satisfied whatever u have now...